i'm going insane and i'm not kidding. everything is driving me crazy and i really wish it was all fucking over. there is way to much going on and its not that i'm fucking strest out i'm just sick of all of it. this past week i've cried so many times, half of wich i'm not even sure WHY i started crying in the first place, i just did. like on monday when i couldn't find a shirt to wear, and like last nite in the shower when i didn't shave cuz i was afraid of what might happen if i held the razor. and i'm dead serious everything is so annoying it ALL needs to go away. and chris...chris....eeeeeeeeeeeeee.....i love him to bits really i do but....ack no this..it all needs to stop. he doesn't even know me that well. [music of the moment: take on me-mxpx] like omg no the world is going infuckingsane.!!!!! just.....mkae it go away! if someone coulod make it all go away i'd worship them forever.


::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::