the world is falling faster down and further apart. you do realize that the entire earth is crumbling beneath us, right? i'm just the happy one thats there to be happy, the happy person in everyones friendships or whatever. "only tell megan the happy stuff, she'd never understand or care about the important stuff, in fact if yuro lucky she'll blow up at you about it and how bad and sad and skanky it is/was"
i'm sick of it. you have no idea how sick of it i am. and i'm sick of tegdirb constantly trying to find flaws in our friendship to fight over, even though i'm sitting here beign silent and happy as usual, not picking any fights, not seeing any flaws. thinking everything is spiffy. not saying whats in my head, for fear someone might take it the wrong way. never being told shit by anyone cuz i won't understand, not that i care anymore. do you know how sick of this i am? i am so fucking sick of this. i don't understand, i don't care, blah blah blah.

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