Friday, December 26, 2003
broken bones..the day after xmas..thats so sad.
well today was interesting..ok so most people know about my obsessin with skating. me and teg went skating to alex's house today. at least, we were supposed to...you see, we got across franjo, and then..teg fell. normally, she'd just get up and we'd keep skating. not this time. she fell and hurt her elbow..so i'm like ok it'll stop hurting in a minute. appearantly not. so we go back to her house, not alex's, and we get inside and she announces that she thinks its broken, this between..well not sobbing and not bawling and not crying..just slightly teary. so her mom calls her dad, and he comes home. they decide she must go to the ER, and her father invites me. i decide to go, to keep my best friend company. we left around..2. we got there, and 6 waiting rooms and 5 hours later we leave to go get burger kind. with my best friend in a full arm cast. you see, it got fractured, and on the elbow, so they had to give her a full arm cast. its pink. its her right arm, which sucks cuz shes a righty adn we have midterms in 3 weeks. it comes off in 4. shes pist off cuz its just a fracture, and it takes up her whole arm. shes a handicap for the next 4 weeks. i feel so bad, cuz it was my idea to go skating. but everyone is blaming it on me and telling me that its my fault! it is so not, i was a good 10 feet ahead of her. but i still feel really bad. teg i love you! i mean, i waited with her for 5 hours--i HAVE to love her. well thats the hi lite of my day. toodles. wait one more thing, i cleaned offf the tagboard--not like i was getting any tags anyways. no one reads this. oh well thats how boring i am. toodle-ahs.
::pieces of nagem fall to the FLO::
afterthought: she said on the FLO!
lol inside
::fartherrrrrr::
Posted at 11:38 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, December 25, 2003
happy christmas is over..awh
ok so all month i've been saying how it doesn't feel like xmas was coming, adn my point is proven--today did NOT feel like xmas at all. i woke up at 4 am and couldn't go back to sleep. it still doesn't feel like xmas. i'll keep this short and just list what i got [or my faves..lol]
-new skates [yay!]
-ps2 [gots to share it w/ zack..o well still coo]
-fuzzy blue egg chair thingy [hey, its so0o0o comfy omg]
-cd burner [my fave definitly--yay!!]
-a small assortment of random clothing [my fave-shirt that says boys are icky lol]
-friend bear [the care bear, orange w/ flowers on belly. cute, but share bear is better lol]
-more easy bake mixes [finally!]
so yeah thats my xmas
happy christmas
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo..sleepily::
Posted at 11:17 pm by eekAmouse
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
konstantine...
"Konstantine"
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine
^listen to something corporate^
ok so i havn't written anything in a bajillion years. last thursday nite was the xmas show for ridge arts, adn like during dress rehearsal sabrina accidnelty knocked me down onto the steps and i got a welt the size of a tennis ball on my knee lol. then at the thursday nite show everyone came..sort of. alex, kaylynn, erin, steven, julian, ashley, it was cool. they all claim we did good, even people that hate me, so i'll belive them lol. then on uhm friday nite? yeah i think so we went to wellon's grammas house, who lives across from julian, so we kidnapped him and we all watched the boat parade it was kinda cool. and me and chris...broke up? i dunno i never made it official but i kinda exploded at him adn hes going out with ashley now so i think we broke up. ::sigh:: oh well. i think i figured out why we didn't work. i think its cuz he only ever treated me/spoke to me like a girlfriend---we were never actually friends first. i think thats the problem. xmas break has been kinda cool but tonite i've been bored. tomroro is xmas, technically. it doens't feel like its that close, yet each day gets slower adn slower. i really want all of my presents! :) ok i'ma gonna go cuz my life is boring and i feel bad boring you. toodles.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
::xmas style:: [lol]
Posted at 11:48 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, December 18, 2003
let me love you down...
i'm going insane and i'm not kidding. everything is driving me crazy and i really wish it was all fucking over. there is way to much going on and its not that i'm fucking strest out i'm just sick of all of it. this past week i've cried so many times, half of wich i'm not even sure WHY i started crying in the first place, i just did. like on monday when i couldn't find a shirt to wear, and like last nite in the shower when i didn't shave cuz i was afraid of what might happen if i held the razor. and i'm dead serious everything is so annoying it ALL needs to go away. and chris...chris....eeeeeeeeeeeeee.....i love him to bits really i do but....ack no this..it all needs to stop. he doesn't even know me that well. [music of the moment: take on me-mxpx] like omg no the world is going infuckingsane.!!!!! just.....mkae it go away! if someone coulod make it all go away i'd worship them forever.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 07:10 am by eekAmouse
Friday, December 12, 2003
i love ross :] i mean, the store notta person...
ok so i have 2 new obsessions of the week. 1] craZytown and 2] ..of the week. like adding it to the ends of stuff [player of the week, phrase of the week, etc.] ok so last night me and tegdirb went to ross so that i could get all my christmas presents for myself that i can't keep, and she had $80 or so to blow. we got lots of cool stuff, but of course everytime we go WITHOUT money we find all the good shit, last nite it was so hard to find stuff. but we did find stuff. lots of really cool stuff. and we got skirts to wear to nire's christmas dance recital show dillio on saturday. they're so pretty, but tegdirb can't go! she has to babysit that is so sad. like everyone is going--me, xela, eriatsilla, nire of course, nnylyak, her brother, nevets, my kool~aid, and like nire's ENTIRE family. this could be interesing. ahh aeslech may attend as well. lots is going on this week i've been so tired. i had dance 4 days this week, and some mo tonite. uggg but next week it goes back to normal, 2 nites a week, cuz we have competition sunday so yeah. its gonna suck cuz i'm fairly sure that we all suck. oh well at least the shirts and wigs is pretty. i'm so excited next friday, after school and OUR christmas show that everyone and their mother [literally] is coming to, we get to go to sAnTa'S eNcHaNtEd FoReSt. yAy! its gonna be so much fun. i loooooove SaNtA's EnChAnTeD f0rEsT. ok well i g2g to ScHoOL now so tata
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
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Posted at 07:10 am by eekAmouse
Saturday, December 06, 2003
::dances:: i finsihed my science project--woooooooooo!!!!!!!!
oh, happy day. i finished my science project..! yay i'm so happy. last nite we [me anitsirch tegdirb] went home with xela, nevets and sirhc were sUpPoSeD to meet us after school, but i think they forgot, and nevets ish still grounded. xela broke up with him, and he is now all suicidal and deprest, but hes trying sooooooo hard to get her back. its quite sad. anyway so yea then around 7, sirch came to xela's then like 5 minutes later aeslech walks in and demands our presence to youth group, with her and nyllyak. so we went to youth group [we=me, xela, tegdirb, anitsirhc, sirhc, aeslech, and nyllyak]. it was not much fun, quite boring. nothing worth writing about happened, but then at like 10 me and tegdirb went back to my house, and we talked for 4 hours strait, not just about nothing but like 'important' stuff it was pretty cool. liek old days. twas fun fun. thne today ALLLLLLLLL day all we did was work on science projects, but we were home alone all day and are both done. so when tegdirb is clean and the dishes are to, we are going to aeslechs. woooo! boring boring life, nothing interesting at all, right? oooo man i itnhk nnylyak hates me...thats another day to explain though..:( oh yea tegdirb's mom saw the very elaborate fake star tattoo we henna'd on her ankle. ::gasp:: seriously thought not cool, she wasn't supopsed to do it. she made her wash it off.
everything is falling apart!
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
:::::FARTHER:::::::
Posted at 04:44 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, December 04, 2003
back off my kool~aid. spifFy cruNk!
lol, if you kno whats best for you, back off my kool~aid AND my shoelaces. lol well its like 12 20 and i just had to say SSOMETHING to acknowledge the fact that it is NOT the summer yet everyday FEELS like the summer [minus school and all]. i'm up so late online than i usually am on schgool nites this is spiffy crunk. AIM me fluffypinkaminal i'm bored. oki well toodles
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
:::further:::::
Posted at 11:15 pm by eekAmouse
woooo look i took a quiz
wooo look i took a quiz. ain't that cool? tomroro is friday and yay fun fun we're going on a field trip.
Posted at 05:39 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, November 27, 2003
how many titles will contain the word turkey today?
ok hello. i'm in tallahassee fo thanksgiving turkey day, word up! yesterday was turkey bowl, gold won. :[ ah well its not like i care since my school spirit level is 0, which is sad seing as how this was my last turkey bowl. hmm...well yes i'm at nikik's house, shes bathing. we're going to ant kathy's for dinner. i guess i should get drest we're leaving soon. or maybe i can go in my pjs? i doubt ant val would let me outta the house. its kinda cool cuz while my family unit stays at kathys, i get to live with nikki till saturday. kinda like in the summer but..not.. its cold here! omg its so much niccer than miami right now. i love cold i hope it gets cold in miami this year, last year it only went to like 70 and i'm not lying. my neck hurts hmm ahh well. i do believe i'm off now i should get drest or at least brush my teeth? right thats what i thought toodles
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
::farther::
::wwjd? not eat turkey, thats what!::
Posted at 10:43 am by eekAmouse
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
christ, something corporate, and sierra mist..
i suppose i should elaborate, huh? ok..chrisdt...we're going to yourth group friday nite [we being me alex steeven and uhh chelsea and zweydoff i tink] and that amuses me cuz we are like the last 5people or however many there are of us you would ever think would go to youth group lol. once again, the monmiter is turned off..i';m at tegdirb's house, and locked outta my own. i finally turned in the neverending history project, wooo!! oh yea i should finish explinaing...umm soco is on the sterio rite now [music of the oment, duh silly]. sierra mist is my beverage of da moment as well. steven and tegdirb are planning somethinmg behind my back, i kno it. i'm not stupid. except they are planning soemthing for friday, adn tegdirb won't be youth group cuz she has to do more race work :( but i have an odd feeling thyis plan involves me and chris [zweydoff]. why is everyone aksing me if i like him all of a suden? wait..they're askin gBRIDGET if i liek hime. if your wondering, do me a favor adn ask me notr my best freind. just cuz..yeah..i wanna kno whos asking altouhg i dont' care that they ask bridget but ask em to! its me and the moon she says...sorry moment..i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die...ok i'm done..i can officially say i HATE algebra tiles. they are so boring. tegdirb gotta schedule cahnge, i don't think i've mentioned this yet..but yea now we have only 2 classes together, before we had them ALL toghether..of course she left me in the 2 worse classes, science and history. acctually i love thtem, but now that shes gone they are soooo boring. oh well i won't hold it agiant's her lol. whaddya say we get hiiigh? sorry mre m oments. ok typing whilst the moniter is off ain't fun, so tata
later daiz, okio pok?
::pieces of angem fall to the flo::
...fartyher...
Posted at 03:12 pm by eekAmouse
