Thursday, November 13, 2003
hmm..title.....::ponders::...
raa attack! [music of the moment: HIM]. once again, the moniter is turned off, i'm so sorry bridget. lol. hmm..........today we got to watch nanners turn brown. it was kinda fun. maybe boring. type type type so sayeth the tegdirb. WHAT EVER!! hmm today we went on a field trip to se "radio" omg it was so boring, but it almost made me cry. it was sad/boring. it was a bout some mentally retarded guy, seriosuly. thats just sad. i tihnk we were all near-tears. that was just mean. we walked there. i don't like walking. humph. or however you spell it. sprite remix..not fun to burp up. last nite we went to new world and i decided there is no way in hell i'm getting in. seriously they were So0o0o0o0o0o good! i'm so weird i sit here with the moniter off so i can type. then i turn it on to talk to ppl. irt makes me laugh, lol. ahaha! i want new something corporate REALLY REALLY REALLY bad. ::HINT HINT:: ALEX ::COUGH COUGH:L: i'm sick of not seeing what i'm typing, so adios amigos.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo. farther....::
Posted at 05:02 pm by eekAmouse
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
mvvmkvmkvdflkjsdgpoipoi
hmph. artificial happiness sucks!! god i just kicked tegdirb out of her own room, but i know she'll read this later anyway, lol so w/e. heh..i invaded her blogg today. ::evil laugh/grin::so yea i'm so sick of artifical happiness, but its way better than walkin around all depressed constantly. wow no one is on. tonite me and tegdirb and zela is goin to new world! yay. escalators lol. i really hope we all get in to new world, that'd be awesome. music of the moment [simple plan] eww! tegdirbs choice, so w/e though. i tihnk i'ma gonna go back and get her i feel bad for kicking her out. report cards came out today. they make me mad. oh well. grr i got screwed over, she gets the chererry coke, and i get stuck with sprite remix. w/e oh well. crying is so sad and not hapy, but it seems to be the only thing i'm doing latley, at least when i'm by myself. yay i got a sip o cherry coke, lol. shes going insane, i won't let her tread it. lmao this is great. i'm SO HURTFUL!!i know she'll never believe me, but i love her to death, and i'd kill myself if she did anything to hurt herself, but i kno she doesn't beleive me. eww 2 cherry starbursts, thats disgusting! yay for xmas i get lots o belly rings, yay! i love having my belly button peirced. this is so funny i'm typing with the moniter off, i cna' tsee anyrhthing. ok well i'm fdone leaving bridget here trying to turn on the moniter.
::pieces ofa nagem fall to the flo::
::faster and ffarther....::
Posted at 03:42 pm by eekAmouse
Sunday, November 09, 2003
i look like a piece of rice..
wow its loud in herre. par-tay wooo
raa attack!
futon
noodles
grilled cheese
yoyoyoyoyo
:pieces of angem fall to the flo::
Posted at 12:19 am by eekAmouse
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
yes, i am crying...
the world is falling faster down and further apart. you do realize that the entire earth is crumbling beneath us, right? i'm just the happy one thats there to be happy, the happy person in everyones friendships or whatever. "only tell megan the happy stuff, she'd never understand or care about the important stuff, in fact if yuro lucky she'll blow up at you about it and how bad and sad and skanky it is/was"
i'm sick of it. you have no idea how sick of it i am. and i'm sick of tegdirb constantly trying to find flaws in our friendship to fight over, even though i'm sitting here beign silent and happy as usual, not picking any fights, not seeing any flaws. thinking everything is spiffy. not saying whats in my head, for fear someone might take it the wrong way. never being told shit by anyone cuz i won't understand, not that i care anymore. do you know how sick of this i am? i am so fucking sick of this. i don't understand, i don't care, blah blah blah.
F U C K T H E W O R L D A N D A L L O F I T S I N H A B I T A N T S OR WHATEVER
yes, i am crying.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo. farther::
Posted at 10:46 pm by eekAmouse
Friday, October 31, 2003
i'd fuck you cuz i'm a whore. i'd fuck you cuz you ARE a whore..
ok wow i'm so bored and its H A L L O W E E N! i have nothing to do, so i'm sitting here typing to no one. fun right? i'm so excited, i love parties and tonite i'm going to a "party" (not allowed to call it a party). hmm..nothing interesting is happening right now, i think i may go to tegdrib's to kill the bordom. wait..theres 3 little boys there, 8 years old..hmm..that won't be fun...(zack, my brother, bobby, her brother, austin, no ones brother. their friend??). so yeah hmm nvm i think that idea just died. i want someone to call me. music of the moment: [manson:golden age of the grotesque]. oh, happy day!
i think its sad that pretty much all i listen to is manson and taking back sunday. yesterday in hipHOP we did like a 10 second routine to eat you alive [limp bizkit] and it was cool so i tihnk me and tegdirb are gonna try to be crafty and finish the song. this should be interesting..lol...eeeeeeeeeeeee i'm oh so bored! maybe i can go to chelsea's like 5 hours early..no that won't work my mom isn't home i gots no ride. shells.. oh well my mommy is gonna buy me some ocelot yummies today! happy happy joy joy. i hate that. i also hate that universal knock that people do on doors, the little dun-dun-dun-dun-dun---dun-dun. you know what i mean, everyone knows it. i swear if i see any trick-or-treaters doing that tonite i'll scream and rip they're heads off. ::angel:: heh heh. ok i'ma go now. tata.
::peices of nagem fall to the flo::
::i'd fuck you cuz i'm a whore. i'd fuck you cuz you ARE a whore!!::
no i'm kidding.
Posted at 11:28 am by eekAmouse
weeee!!!!!!!!
stripper underwear!!! its halloween, i'm so happy! i'm wearing my bright green sequined stripper undies that have bling on them just for the occasion lol :) i'm so happy. best holiday eva! so tonitei'm going to chelsea's, we gon partay. yay. i'ma be a stripped with ocelot yummies! yay! ok i'ma go now yea trhat wasn't a lot but i gots much to do befo halloween no i'm lying lol bibi
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 09:44 am by eekAmouse
Thursday, October 30, 2003
halloween:1 day!!
wooo! halloween is less than a day away...wooo! i'm gonna loook so cool, i couldn't sttel on 1 costume, so i'm swtiching about every hour. i'm special :]. halloween is my favorite holiday it makes me happy. tegdrib is herre, and xela ish on da phone. wooo! hmmm...well nothing new except halloween in a day! i'm so happy you have no idea. i shall leave you with a song lyrics and thoughts to ponder. music of da moment: none, TV "good eats" (food netwokr rocks!) but in my room i tink its playing uhh AFI. wooo!].
my eyes burn
My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything i've said
You would those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
[x2]
-- matchbook romance --
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 10:38 pm by eekAmouse
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
yeah me to!
ok so i never put more up yesterday shoot me. whats up? i had to go back to school today, ugg. but i got to see all my friends (like its been SUCH a long time. right. lol) and kurt got a straight jacket. not big news no but its so pretty! i tihnk i want one. ack everything i just wrote dissapeared. ok i have leftova pf changs, its off da heezy fo sheezy; W O R D! mm today me and tegdrib both agreed that something is not right, but i cna't remember what ::horrible person that i am::. we need to tlak we shall tlak later. woah this is boring. yay in dance we got to dance to eat you alive [limp bizkit] and twas cool. i'm home alone, woot to the woot woot! my family unit is out enjoying america's favorite pasttime, base ball! i think i must not be american- i hate the colors, i HATE baseball with a large passion, and i hate milk. if i had a choice i'd be allergic to it. then i'd never hafta drink it. well duh. hmm. music of da moment [taking back sunday] raaa its always either tbs or manson, thats so sad. i wnat the home grown cd really, really bad though. that and new sometihng corporate and matchbook romance. wooo!! okie i'm a go now, tatatatatataaaaa!! oh i just remembered i never said nothin bout the parade yesterday lol i jumped the fence, got liek 5 autographs fo my brother, and saw nothing much. kinda boring. tataaa!
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 06:28 pm by eekAmouse
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
woooooo!
woo! no school today. well there is school, but not for me. i'm going to some marlin's parade downtown since you know, they won the world series and all. but besides that today is like ALL homework. lol. oh well. it beats alegebra. but even though i have algrebra today, i'd rather miss a 246 day, cuz i HATE language arts and i'm gonna be so lost going back to math. ah well, i shall prevail. so yeah last night i did 7 book reports. do you know how much work that was? a LOT and knowing me i forgot like 3 books so i'm gonna get a bunch of F's or soemthing. shells. oh well once again i shall prevail. downside: i'm staying home with my brother. ugg! i hate him so much. no offence zack. wiat yes take offence, please. :) lol. ok i'ma gonna go now i'll be back after the parade maybe.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 07:42 am by eekAmouse
Monday, October 27, 2003
raa attack!
raa! attack. i'm in language arts at school, and like the whole class but me tegdirb and caitlin got to go see weather on wheels from MAST, we don't get to go till 6th period. i'm so bored and its freezlet kaylyn take the jacket that i specifically brought for this class cuz shes freezing, but thats ok. right now i don't mind being cold. i don't mind anything. i'm not in the best mood i'm mad. but whatever i'm sure i'll get over it. i always do. maybe thats my problem. maybe i get over stuff to easily. i should stop. no wait, getting over stuff easily is a good thing. ut ihave some other problems i need to work on. you know what i hate? if you tell 1 person somethnig, within the next day all of my friends no, even if no one admits to knowing you know its true. its all one big nasty vicious circle where no one can keep anything to themeselves. wow someone tried to pass off seom regae song as new blink. right. anyway back to my point. so i guess i never tell anyone anything cuz i'm afraid everyone will find out. i guess when i tell one person one thing, even if people act like they want you to tthem something they're liying cuz they already know and they feel bad, then they make you feel bad so you tell them anyway. its kinda sad how pathetic we all really are. i hate this class so much. its to early for this..its only 9.47 jesus christ! wwjd? skip class i suppose. but i don't skip, i'm a good girl ::wink::. lol.'m freezing i feel like a penguin dipped in icecream dropped into the middle of the pacific ocean, then into antarctica. woah thats a cold thought. as previouslyt stated, kaylynn you are so lucky i love you. but why would you wear a see thru shurt to school? dumbfuck. oh well. hmm.....i lilke typing but i feel like my fingers maf. wow that would suck. right now i don't wanna stop, i ujust wanna keep typing and typing..i saw the new something corporate video this morning and heard SPACE for the first time. it was awesoem. i really, really want that CD. i also heard some new blink, can't remember whhat its called but it was pretty cool to. raaa attack! its freezing so i'm gonnather people's bloggyness. i'll probly add more tonite, till then lets hope i surive 6th and 2nd period, and whats left of this class.
pieces of nagem fall to the floor
btw- everyone i am not pist! i'm justr not extremely happy. would you be happy if someone shoved your new stripper underwear alll the way up your ass? no iidn't think so. so everyone just fuck off and stop asking me!
Posted at 08:51 am by eekAmouse
