mmm blah....
i'm like a trend, only spiff until something spiffer comes along. ;)
hey, my banner thingy says meganylicious, and if you flip your moniter upside down, it says remarkablyhot :)
...lol.
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
whoap whoap whoap..
whoap. its been a reeeeeeeeely long time. wooooo. ok lets see...last weekend was chelseas bday paratay, and i FINALLY met jason. in case you don't know we used to talk on the phone all the time but i never met him and like yeah i'm so happy cuz i did. omg hes reeeeely reeeeeely prpretty. but ok i'm done now. lol i'm in science class and i'm typing in white cuz non e can see mye type and yeah..so i'm srry for the typos..everyone is all omg you like him but i never siad i did! then they're all omg he sooooo likes you and i;'m like yea right sure. we had a giant food fight and it was sooo much fun! we had rice and potatoes and fruit loops and wow it was spiffy. and i'm mad i've been mentally moletsed again. by epoepl that shall remain nameless appearantly acccodring to teg they discussed my upper hgalf at chelseas when i was wearing my bathing suit :[ and ajson walked in on my on the shower lol. lol i wasn't wearing any pants. and like woah. ok yeah peopl are stranding around me now so i'm done for now. hopefully you can read this and the bakground isn't white cuz i'm not changing it. tata
::pieces of angem fall to the flo::
Posted at 02:32 pm by eekAmouse
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
most amusing essay in the world
aloha. ok so its been forever since i've said anything new and interesting. i'm very sorry. but this is so funny omg. we got back our florida writes essays or w/e from last year. oh man mine is like the most amusing thing in the world..so amusing that since i'm bored i'll post it. [[note: i'm not editing it all. also, i scored a 6 on it..thats like the highest score you can get lmao]]
"Lights! Camera! Action! Those are the 3 best words in the world. And if I could be Mila Kunis from That 70s Show for a day, I would hear them. Why would i want to be mila kunis? well, i'd be famous! i'd also be rich. better yet, i would be one of the main characters on that 70s show!
Firstly, i would be famous. f-a-m-o-u-s! that would be awesome possum! why do i want to be famous? everyone would know me. i would also feel very important. i'd be on the VIP list everywhere i went. it would be great. i've also always, always, always wanted to be a famous actress. do you know how cool that would be? like, really cool.
my second reason is i can be rich. that would be so cool. i could buy presents for all my friends' birthdays and christmases that i have missed. when you add it up, thats like..a lot. i could also donate lots of money to the save the whales foundation. then, all of the left over money would go into the Megan-fund. in other words, i would go shopping. i would buy so much stuff i'd need at least 5 u-haul trucks. i'm dead serious. most of the money would probably be spent on clothes, but i would buy lots of cds and movies and cool stuff.
my last reason would be becuase i can be in that 70s show. why? well, tv shows look like lots and lots of fun. all the lights, all the cameras, all the action. doesn't that sound like OODLES of fun? yep. also, i've always wanted to be in some sort of movie or tv show, and this IS that 70s show...plus, i bet they make a movie one day. i would also like to co-star with cool people. what cool people? mainly ashton kutcher...hes a very cool cool-people. and fez, and eric, and donna. wow, thats a long list of cool people.
so thats why i wanna be mila kunis from that 70s show. shes famous. * shes rich. * and she stars in a tv show called that 70s show with all the cool people. i bet you wanna be mila now to, huh?"
is that not like, violently amusing? ok fine..i thought it was.
toodles till later.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 03:12 pm by eekAmouse
Sunday, January 04, 2004
you think you know, but you have no idea...lmao
random little known facts about nagem the copy cat! woo!
BASICS...
(1) name- megan
(2) piercings- 1 in each ear + bellybutton
(3) tattoos- none...yet :]
(4) height- 5' 3?
(5) shoe size- ..depends on what shoes i'm wearing..lol
(6) hair color- ugly brown :[
(7) length- twas short..now its..medium?
(8) siblings- evil demon bro, kaz, [8]
LAST...
(9) movie you rented- i don't rent movies.
(10) movie you bought- or buy them :]
(11) song you listened to- some thursday song.
(12) song that was stuck in your head- bandages-hothotheat [its ALWAYS stuck in my head!]
(13) cd you bought- uhm...blank cds?
(14) cd you listened to- mix w/ thursday, something corporate, and less than jake
(15) person you've called- can't remember...maybe bridget..
(16) person that's called you - erin
(17) tv show you've watched- viva la bam ::holy music::
DO..
(19) you have a bf or gf- ...no
(20) you have a crush on someone- don't know
(21) you wish you could live somewhere else- no never!
(22) you think about suicide- no..
(23) you believe in online dating- thats kinda creepy..
(24) others find you attractive- i dunno. i've been told i'm "cute". is that an accomplishment? what if i wanna be hot!?!?
(25) you want more piercings- tongue :]
(26) you drink- EVERYONE drinks. duh silly!
(27) you do drugs- no.
(28) you smoke- GROSS no
(29) you like cleaning- no but i hate messy ness
(30) you like roller coasters- DUH! one of my addictions
(31) you write in cursive or print- sloppyful print
(32) you carry a donor card- whats that?
FOR OR AGAINST...
(33) long distance relationships- sometimes its the only way...not for me though
(34) using someone- against but i'm sure i've done it
(35) killing people- it depends..who are we killing?
(36) teenage smoking- smoking is disgusting.
(37) premarital sex- not everyone gets married, ya know.
(38) driving drunk- against...that could hurt someone ::gasp:: lol
(39) gay/lesbian relationship- go ahead, i don't care.
(40) soap operas- --addictive when your bored--
FAVORITE...
(41) food- egg rolls? cookie dough?
(42) song- to many to name..fever for the flava and brand new and soco and..hmm..
(43) thing to do- chill with mah homees [lol] and uhm go online and listen to music!
(44) thing to talk about- anything but stuff that bothers me
(45) sport- does dance count?
(46) drink- dr pepper, orange juice, cherry coke
(47) clothes- the ones i wear
(48) movie- little mermaid, idle hands, brokedown palace, girl interuppted
(49) band/singer- brand new, soco, mest, all american rejects, taking back sunday, etc...
(50) holiday- halloween duh silly!
NUMBER...
(55) of times I have been in love? ....if you know me you knwo the answer to this one.
(56) of times I have had my heart broken? ditto.
(57) of hearts I have broken? none that i know of...
(61) of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life friends? 4
(62) of people I consider my enemies? deshayla! lol...uhm...maybe like 10? less?
(63) of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? couldn't tell ya
(64) of scars on my body? ..i don't feel like counting..
(65) of things in my past that I regret? lots
FAVORITE...
(66) disney movie- LITTLE MERMAID!!
(67) scent- princess [lol you gotta smell it] cookies
(68) word(s)- spiffy! crunk! spiffy crunk!
(69) nickname- of my own? uhm nagem?
(70) eye color- green..or purple
(71) flower- i don't have one. i liek those bright blue daisies though..
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
(73) pretty- no.
(74) funny- sure why not sometimes
(75) hot- no. and to my knowledge neither does anyone else.
(76) friendly- most of the time
(77) amusing- isn't that the same thing as funny? ..i'm easily amused..does that count?
(78) ugly- ..yes..
(79) loveable- sometimes.
(80) pessimistic- dunno
(81) optimistic- see the problem is i can never remember which word means what!
(82) caring- sure
(83) sweet- sure
(84) dorky- lmao
RANDOM...
(85) Spell your first name back wards- nagem..DUHSILLY! THAT I AM!
(86) The story behind your user name- ...random thoughts. and kaylynn..
(87) Are you straight? yes
(88) Where do you live? miami word up homees
(89) 4 words that sum you up- dork, ........uhm....
DESCRIBE YOUR...
(90) Wallet- blhot pink with black kittie
(91) Hairbrush- pink
(92) Toothbrush- lmao...purple pink and white 3 sided..lol
(93) Jewelry worn daily- kladah ring, lately star necklace and ex-cherry choker
(94) Shoes- which ones? my favorites are black with yellow lighning bolts and hot pink laces with black stars.
(95) Handbag- black with flowers on the inside.
(96) Favorite band shirt- uhmm brand new! but i'm getting my boy crazy NFG one in like a week :-D
(97) CD in stereo right now- mix/ska, brokedown palace songs, scr-emo
(98) What you are wearing now- faded black cut offs, girl scout camp shirt that says "GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!" lol
(99) Hair- like it usually is..pulled back all sloppy like
(100) Make up- any leftover eyeliner [there is ALWAYS eyeliner on my eyes]
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)-
(101) In my mouth- teeth..tongue..
(102) In my head- music, confusion..
(103) Wishing- to be unconfused, but at the same time..more confused. and that i could explain my head.
(104) After this- goin to bed..trying to..[gots to get up early!] :[
(105) Talking to- chelsea
(106) Eating- nothin [for once]
(107) Fetish- stuff..lol
(109) Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month- bday partays, loads of bday partays! [ok, 2. maybe 3 if i'm lucky..]
(110) Something that you are deathly afraid of- never ending this confusion, being alone, and syrup.
(111) Do you like candles- my nanna cupcake one!
(112) Do you like the taste of blood- sometimes.
(113) Do you believe in love- not for me.
(114) Do you believe in soul mates- maybe.
(115) Do you believe in love at first sight- no..
(116) Do you believe in God- sometimes
wow if you made it this far, wow i'm proud lol congrats. now go to bed!
..thats why i'm fat.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 01:19 am by eekAmouse
Saturday, January 03, 2004
woo i went quiz happy...
i lied so i only took one quiz, and thats not that interesting anyways cuz thats what i do half the time i'm online anyway. word. and it didn't even work when i tried to put it up! grr
hmm tomroro is "family day" wo0o0o0o0o! ....no..just..no. oh well i guess its a good way to get my mom un-pist at me, and i'm not sure why she is. every couple of weeks she explodes at me how i'm never home, when i really am home all the time not including winter break--hey, it was winter break! how could she expect me to be home? and besides, i babysat my brother every week day that wasn't a holidae so word.
my head is confusing me so much, but instead of just confusing me, since i'm being confused, its pissing me off as well cuz i have no idea what to do about it. at all. hmMmMmMmMm. how to solve and control mah thoughts. if only i could. i confuse myseld so bad. i like the billy talent cd [music of the moment- thursday]. but the billy talent cd gets Soo0o0o0o0oo0o annoying after a while. oh man me adn chelsea are like un-healthily addicted to pacman world 2 for her xbox, its quite sad. yea all of these things seem completely random, but if you were in my head you'd see how they all kinda link together. i heart...nvm..i don't heart anyone. i'm SO CONFUSED!! errrrrrrrg............
spiffy. no not spiffy. i HATE being confused, especially when i'm the one confusing myself! at least when its other people doing the confusing, i can get out of it--whether it be forgetting about it, or having it explained to me..how am i supposed to kill this confusion if A]i can't figure out exactly what i'm confused about and B]maybe i kinda like being confused and C]i care about my friends opinions and agree with them usually to [nvm to much to go into] and omg!!
its not exactly clear why i'm confused, but its getting annoying since i can't fix it and i get mad/sad/angry/it doesn't work! everytime i ATTEMPT to fix it!!
wow you must be confused now, and if you stuck with me for this long well then i owe you like a cupcake or something.
until next time,
::pieces of [an extremely confused times 2] nagem fall to the flo::
--last random thought of the nite:she said on the FLO!!---
Posted at 11:41 pm by eekAmouse
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
oo i forgot! bone update!
[music of the moment-rock the casbah]
ok teg broke her arm, saturday nite [i was at sunset, sigh] she had to have surgery on it and now she has screws in her arm. it got disloacated or something. ok now i really gotta run, toodles
tell her to feel better, go here.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo yo::
Posted at 01:29 pm by eekAmouse
ack! never, ever send a megan to target..
don't send a megan to target with a 25$ giftcard. ever. yesterday my mom took me and alex to target. alex got yet ANOTHER dvd and the billy talent cd. i got a -purple and green metal trash can -spiffy stylin' little girl party favor sunglasses [it was a 4 pack] -a kimono-type dress from the little girls department -pink and silver sparkly arm warmers-.
i told you. its just not done. do not let me make my own purchase desicions. but hey, the kimono, it ROCKS, and i needed a trash can since mine disappeared when we moved. and the sunglasses...nvm i could go on forever.
we are turning into the worlds worst mall rats. i've been to sunset like 3 times in the past week, and cutler ridge-i mean southland mall like 50 billion times in the past month. i don't even have any money, and yesterday i got the hugest urge to mall go. so we're going today when my mom gets home and i'm done babysitting..*shut up* ::wacks your head:: do not laugh at the megan!
ok well toodles all
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo yo::
Posted at 01:26 pm by eekAmouse
Friday, December 26, 2003
broken bones..the day after xmas..thats so sad.
well today was interesting..ok so most people know about my obsessin with skating. me and teg went skating to alex's house today. at least, we were supposed to...you see, we got across franjo, and then..teg fell. normally, she'd just get up and we'd keep skating. not this time. she fell and hurt her elbow..so i'm like ok it'll stop hurting in a minute. appearantly not. so we go back to her house, not alex's, and we get inside and she announces that she thinks its broken, this between..well not sobbing and not bawling and not crying..just slightly teary. so her mom calls her dad, and he comes home. they decide she must go to the ER, and her father invites me. i decide to go, to keep my best friend company. we left around..2. we got there, and 6 waiting rooms and 5 hours later we leave to go get burger kind. with my best friend in a full arm cast. you see, it got fractured, and on the elbow, so they had to give her a full arm cast. its pink. its her right arm, which sucks cuz shes a righty adn we have midterms in 3 weeks. it comes off in 4. shes pist off cuz its just a fracture, and it takes up her whole arm. shes a handicap for the next 4 weeks. i feel so bad, cuz it was my idea to go skating. but everyone is blaming it on me and telling me that its my fault! it is so not, i was a good 10 feet ahead of her. but i still feel really bad. teg i love you! i mean, i waited with her for 5 hours--i HAVE to love her. well thats the hi lite of my day. toodles. wait one more thing, i cleaned offf the tagboard--not like i was getting any tags anyways. no one reads this. oh well thats how boring i am. toodle-ahs.
::pieces of nagem fall to the FLO::
afterthought: she said on the FLO!
lol inside
::fartherrrrrr::
Posted at 11:38 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, December 25, 2003
happy christmas is over..awh
ok so all month i've been saying how it doesn't feel like xmas was coming, adn my point is proven--today did NOT feel like xmas at all. i woke up at 4 am and couldn't go back to sleep. it still doesn't feel like xmas. i'll keep this short and just list what i got [or my faves..lol]
-new skates [yay!]
-ps2 [gots to share it w/ zack..o well still coo]
-fuzzy blue egg chair thingy [hey, its so0o0o comfy omg]
-cd burner [my fave definitly--yay!!]
-a small assortment of random clothing [my fave-shirt that says boys are icky lol]
-friend bear [the care bear, orange w/ flowers on belly. cute, but share bear is better lol]
-more easy bake mixes [finally!]
so yeah thats my xmas
happy christmas
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo..sleepily::
Posted at 11:17 pm by eekAmouse
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
konstantine...
"Konstantine"
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so
and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
we don't have much room to live
I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy
then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
we don't have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine
^listen to something corporate^
ok so i havn't written anything in a bajillion years. last thursday nite was the xmas show for ridge arts, adn like during dress rehearsal sabrina accidnelty knocked me down onto the steps and i got a welt the size of a tennis ball on my knee lol. then at the thursday nite show everyone came..sort of. alex, kaylynn, erin, steven, julian, ashley, it was cool. they all claim we did good, even people that hate me, so i'll belive them lol. then on uhm friday nite? yeah i think so we went to wellon's grammas house, who lives across from julian, so we kidnapped him and we all watched the boat parade it was kinda cool. and me and chris...broke up? i dunno i never made it official but i kinda exploded at him adn hes going out with ashley now so i think we broke up. ::sigh:: oh well. i think i figured out why we didn't work. i think its cuz he only ever treated me/spoke to me like a girlfriend---we were never actually friends first. i think thats the problem. xmas break has been kinda cool but tonite i've been bored. tomroro is xmas, technically. it doens't feel like its that close, yet each day gets slower adn slower. i really want all of my presents! :) ok i'ma gonna go cuz my life is boring and i feel bad boring you. toodles.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
::xmas style:: [lol]
Posted at 11:48 pm by eekAmouse
Thursday, December 18, 2003
let me love you down...
i'm going insane and i'm not kidding. everything is driving me crazy and i really wish it was all fucking over. there is way to much going on and its not that i'm fucking strest out i'm just sick of all of it. this past week i've cried so many times, half of wich i'm not even sure WHY i started crying in the first place, i just did. like on monday when i couldn't find a shirt to wear, and like last nite in the shower when i didn't shave cuz i was afraid of what might happen if i held the razor. and i'm dead serious everything is so annoying it ALL needs to go away. and chris...chris....eeeeeeeeeeeeee.....i love him to bits really i do but....ack no this..it all needs to stop. he doesn't even know me that well. [music of the moment: take on me-mxpx] like omg no the world is going infuckingsane.!!!!! just.....mkae it go away! if someone coulod make it all go away i'd worship them forever.
::pieces of nagem fall to the flo::
Posted at 07:10 am by eekAmouse
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